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so sometimes i like to allow my mind to wonder and take me into scenarios of times in my life to come. while i was brushing my teeth, i started thinking about college and whatnot and how much ive really been enjoying my photography class. its fun, i have an ok eye, and i know a good amount about it so far. so while i was thinking of all this, i decided to document it as a career thought to come back to. cuz the internet can be cool like that. heres what i came up with..
after high school, i hit up MCC for 2 years. do the 2+2 deal with RIT and go for fashion photography. once i finish that, i get a job somewhere (havnt thought about THAT yet) and continue to go to school for make-up art. i become a stylist and a photographer then go out to find a designer to combine with. maybe joy haile. she might dig that lol
i still have some thinking to do, and for now its just an idea, but i think i could go somewhere with this..
somewhere.
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[12 Nov 2006|02:45am] |
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me tom ben and emily just played a game of beer pong for like 45 minutes or something retarded like that. 1 game. 1. wtf
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[02 Nov 2006|03:46pm] |
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hmm i got my SAT scores today. i dont think i did so good though. i got a 1230. out of *cough cough* 2400. wow i suck. butcha know what? im not taking it again. that was the most agonizing test ive ever sat thru. ugh.
im in school and i guess everyone has gotten their class ranking. i havnt so if anyone knows who to go to let me know! holler. but wait, dont we know for sure at the END of the year? cuz shit can change.
dusten apparently got kicked out of his house and i feel really bad for him. supposidly hes in the woods near his house just chillin there. i kinda want to have him come over so that he has somewhere warm to go. idk how he'd get there though. ugh why do i want to help with everything...
my hair is bright the fuck red!! its so amazing. here, have a picture :)
pirates for lyfe bitchezzzz
my english class makes me laugh. i go there and i swear all we do is color. lol and next week we'll be doing the same thing but with different stanzas from a poem. har har har its so good :)
we do that in art history too..
im obsessed with this sneaker pimps song. 6 underground.
so good.
hey NORA.
is there going to be a hockey game going down when i come to see you at the end of the month? lemme knowwwww
alright well im out like a deaf kid in musical chairs.
pc niggas
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[24 Oct 2006|10:08am] |
halloween is approaching ever so near and im pretty excited about it! my dad was so cute and went to buy my costume for me as a surprise :) so awsome. haley is still working on hers, but i think im all set. i should give her a hand.. think i will!
i went and visited nora at her school. it was a good time (nora, u know it). ill be back. her friends are awsome and im hoping they were cool with me too. they have a ghost in their dorm, i swear.
i took this really awsome picture of my moms friends new baby and developed it in class. it looks so friggen awsome! ive gotten madd compliments on it too. im going to give it to nessa for the baby's 9 month birthday which is like next month.
grant is playing with my hair... feels awsome..
anyhoooooo
im sitting in english and im supposed to be writing an essay about some article we read. that was a week ago, and she expects us to write it NOW? we've been doing something totally different in class for the past week. ugh lame. whatev
alright im out.. pc
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[17 Oct 2006|10:10am] |
so i just sat thru a presentation about a school called the college of ard and design in ohio. im considering it. holler back.
www.ccad.edu
yay
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[08 Oct 2006|08:06pm] |
so nora has this really awsome show last night, like no joke, her set was awsome. then andy played, and he had a really awsome set as well. it was his show and i had never seen him perform before. it was really funny lol i had a great time. there was also this band called the pegleg pirate squad. they played a rancid song and halley almost peepeed herself lol. we might go see them again next week or something.
i was about to buy my halloween costume, but by the time i went back to buy it, someone had gotten it already! i was kinda pissed about that. but the lady was nice enough to order another for me and im gonna get it on friday. i got some fishnet arm warmers to go with it and some shnazzy make up too.
my birthday is coming up fast and its im pretty excited :)
ambre is gonna come over and halley might too, possibly cake making time with the girlies.
i cant wait to carve pumpkins this year. i went to a pumpkin farm today and found this perfect one but the prices were madd high!! so i got a candy apple instead :) which was really tastey.
alright i think thats enough blabbing about nothing for today.
thanks for reading!
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[03 Oct 2006|10:22am] |
hey, techno rocks my world
i MUST see ATB
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[29 Sep 2006|10:05am] |
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damn. i forgot my goggles at home. :( im not going back till the end of the night either so its basically a lost cause. unless someone wants to go get them for me :)
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[27 Sep 2006|08:38pm] |
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*le sigh* i just got off the phone with ambre. i love talking to her and seeing her, but this year our scheduals just conflict so bad that we dont have the time of day to even say hi. it depresses me. a lot. now, we have been friends for just about 6 years, and its still a VERY srtong friendship, and i love her. but check this out. theres also nora. nora and i have been friends for 14 years now, and MY GOD do i miss her. she went off to college and now i, well, dont see her. we talk and its awsome every time but for some reason i want to cry when im talking to her. i believe i just pin pointed why. ambre had brought something up in our conversation about moving on after high school saying "ya know, as much as i dont want to admit it, im really not ready to make new friends yet." i completely agree with her. in my eyes, after high school staying in touch with my closest friends is going to feel just like it does with nora. shitty. distant. missed. memories fly thru your mind and dont leave. i have become sidetract in most of my classes thinking about what might happen after my senior year. i can honestly say that im scared. for what i see is that friends of all kinds lose touch and become busy bodies with more school work than before. some maybe with drugs, and some maybe even with relationships. the last thing i need is my friends feeling almost, well, replaced. cuz i sure dont want to feel that way. i honestly feel it right now, and its madd retarded. i think if i could, i would live in the summer between my junior and senior year forever. all of my friends were around, i had an unlimited bus pass to go where i wanted, i had a bike for where the bus didnt go, a job, a phone, and a pool when i needed one. it was perfect. there were no worries of where and what i was going to go to college for, but now there is. sometimes i just want to scream at the administration and just be like "shut the fuck up about it! i dont know what i want to do and you wont give me the time of day to think!" they ram all this SAT crap into your brain and then you ask your college friends about it and they reply with "oh it really doesnt matter what you get." well what the fuck. i havnt even taken mine yet, and i think i would be just fine if i never did. theres just all this pressure to do good in my senior year, because oh every college on the face of the planet is gonna care oh so much what I do. but then once im in, im just a number. a face in the crowd. yay. im honestly not looking forward to thes next few years of being broke and trying to go to school yet not even knowing what i want to go FOR. oh and wait, isnt senior year supposed to be a breeze?! well what the fuck i have a FULL schedual of classes that i really dont want to be in. for all the seniors in the past that i knew, they had a calm and nice year with classes they didnt need to go to. going out to parking lots to smoke a bowl, ya know maybe go out to lunch and not have to feel rushed to get back to school ontime to just find out that you were late anyway and get a fucking detention. this is stressful. i thought this year was supposed to be the best! hopefully things will change. maybe ill have some sort of breakthru and meraculously figure out who i want to be and do when i graduate college. where will i go? who will i know? why do i have to know all of this NOW? like in english class for instance, all we've been doing is writing shit about what we want to do when we leave and resumes and crap. i prolly spelled that word wrong but i honestly dont give a crap. when i go to the library everyday 3rd period, i sit online. i even sat there writing an essay with the first line saying "when i grow up.... i want to be a tree." and BOY did i run with that.
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[25 Sep 2006|10:08am] |
wuddup kids?!
its been a while so i decided to find my password and update.
so nora has been gone for about a month now, and i miss her. a lot.
school still hasnt really kicked in yet and im waiting for the day that it does.
i found a way to put my dreads in without having to brade them in!
hollerrr
ill change my userpic to it.
anyway, im in school as we speak and i dont feel like doing my work.
well, ill return for more.
talk to ya soon whoever you are!
Carly
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[30 Aug 2006|02:44pm] |
so nora left and i miss her already. she called me to tell me how things have been going. she sounds like shes having a good time :) i was going to go visit her this weekend but i have to work and i made plans months ago to go to this all day concert. wut ev wut ev. ill go up as soon as i get the chance :)
i promice nora!!!
my job is working out well. ive been getting good hours but i have a feeling that once school starts im gonna get shit for hours. this next paycheck should be pretty good.
i have anew piercing and i love it. as much as it hurt, its still fuckin badass. wanna see it lemme know and ill send you a picture :)
alright well i have nothing else to say so PEACE.
Carly
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[21 Jul 2006|01:50pm] |
so im writing a paper for my english class. thats right, english class.
its pretty much extremely boring, but tollerable.
its taking away from my summer vacation though. i want it back! fridays are off though, so at least i get to sleep in sometime.
plus i got a job. sweet titties. now i have money, kinda
nora, i think i can make it to the joe bean show. so my parents and i will be there.
theres my small update.
Carly
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[09 Jun 2006|09:03am] |
so today is the last friday of my junior year.
i think i can legally say that im a senior now :)
scary...
seems like just yesterday that i was a freshman.
hey nora, call me cuz i miss you.
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[08 Jun 2006|05:58pm] |
well i didnt get the job at strong museum.
no im back on the search again.
any ideas for places that are hiring?
maybe a craft store?
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[24 May 2006|05:35pm] |
sooooo
i have officially quit smoking.
i applied for a job that does tests.
wish me luck.
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[16 May 2006|08:17pm] |
im obsessed with the song "one bourbon one scotch one beer"
yeahh thats nice.
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[16 May 2006|03:35pm] |
ok so im sitting in art at the moment. i wanna go home, BUUUTT if i do, i have a buttload of other crap to do there. i need to use the printer so at the moment im waiting for it. blah blah blah. i also had to change my stupid password again, but at least its all good now and i can get back on this.
my internet at home is being really stupid. it might just be mikey that wont help any of us out with it. he unhooks it so that his damn video games go faster. i find that really rude.
so nora had this reeally wonderful show on friday and im really glad i went. it was her last of ALL.
we went out to dinner after to a BBQ place called Famous Daves, and to our surprise, THERES NO PULLED PORK. weird.
ok Bondie wants me off the internet.
pc.
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[21 Apr 2006|11:19pm] |
im still in myrtle beach.
leaving tomorrow at about 10 am
i miss nora.
i miss ted.
talk to everyone soon :)
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[07 Apr 2006|06:39pm] |
i seriously dont know what to do about college.
no clue what i want to do either...all my ideas keep changing.
lately ive been seriously considering autoshop.
i guess some guy named matt called me from a school in orlando? i have no idea who it is or what school. all he told my dad was that i had the info. i sure as hell dont and im not about to try and contact him if i have no clue wtf i want to do with myself.
gross
i got muh hair did.
i think it looks cool.
this has been bugging me, does anyone know where the fuck JADE went?
*as the building crumbles CARLY walks from the rubble.*
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[22 Mar 2006|01:36pm] |
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so i have a feeling that my hemp "business" will be back up and running. i already have a nice hefty order for a purse so when i finish it, ill put up a picture or 2 to advertise or something. need anything, let me know!
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